gallery here i come!!

i am watching the rival school from college. ugh!  

dinner was good tonight though...mr man gave me a super sweet compliment.  he said "i don't like meatloaf but i like yours" That made my day!!! Actually today was good all together.  I will be having my artwork up in a gallery!!!! IT MADE IT!! I was even told I could sell in the hundreds for the work.  This is even better news.  I have been anxious about my work but this is the good news i needed.  In all actuality, the art gig I told ya'll about fell threw, I guess.  The guy never called back :(  Either way, I needed this confidence boost!!  

Mary Kay good news too! I had a girl sign up under me!! She is my first recruit and I made my first sell.  It was 38 bucks! Yay!! I told my mom and it made me super excited! My family will hopefully become customers too. HOPEFULLY! unfortunately, my family is not the most supportive family.  my immediate family is but not my extended family...

i have 9 canvases to paint and i have 3 weeks! I HAVE TO HAVE THESE READY FOR THE SHOWING!!! LORD HELP ME!!! i am going to rely on the holy spirit and my creative mind to get it done 

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oops my body and mind was freaking so i expressed it via letters

my instagram bio says "better with colors than letters" its time to make that happen

pray for me!

uh oh!!

sohow about this!! mr man and i were in te bed after a long productive and stress-fre day and we get a call bout some mess. i was once again reminded about the racism in the world. a friend of mine is in a inter-racial relationship and their roommates sig other doesn't like it. He comes into their home saying racial slurs and demanding all kinds of mess. she was appalled that her roomate would put up with that in her house. im shocked that it is still such a huge issue today is crazy. a mixed couple having to deal with such ignorance is ludacris. i hope that one day we will be able to have different views and deal within yourselves. idk it bugs me so much seeing that i married within my race but it does :(

update

soo i have attempted on a couple of occassions to add to this blog...failed attempts!  here i am now completing it...finalllllllly!

my Mary Kay store came today.  I feel confident and nervous at the same time that this will be a success.  i popped the strap and then froze and left the room.  Idk why i am soooo nervous about this.  I so many times wanted to be a member of the team, i mean since i was an early, young, barely out of puberty teenager.  My cousin said she was gonna get some things for me.  It gave me the boost of confidence I needed for today at least.  I think thats the trick.  you need confidence one day at a time!!! I got today's :)

The dude I was supposed to being doing the art for hasn't responded to my calls or texts.  This may not be a good sign.  Oh well, we will see what happens from this.  I hope he didn't fib to me and say he wanted something and then didn't because I already told my family.  I don't want to be that person who "always has exciting news" and really "they just be talking"  FAIL!

I went to mr. man's game the other day in OKLAHOMA!! that was fun! we have one tomorrow too and today for that matter.  and when i say we and mean he because Lord knows IdoNOT play ball. smh not para mi.  i want to make a banner and when he gets back with the car i will be heading to the store to purchase some paper and paint for this little en devour (spell check is making me spell the word like that...is that the correct spelling.)  One of the other sig. others will be helping...i like this girl she is soo cool.  I'm excited that there is someone else in this state that is like me...at least a lil. tehehe i am an oxymoron as they say.

jay dub